EXCUSE ME SANDMAN I NEED MY HOUR BACK!!!
Mar 11, 2019
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k1727yhC5So

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I'm gonna say welcome to Sunday but you
know how this rolls I ain't even gonna
say it welcome to Sunday / Monday okay
you guys okay excuse me
I wanna for some first and foremost
welcome all of my new subscribers I
cannot believe my numbers jumped so fast
and I cannot thank you guys enough think
you think you think you thank you for
hitting the subscribe button it means
the world to me and I just hope that my
channel continues to grow because it's
all of you amazing people that make my
channel worth coming on to and saying
good morning um let's get our books out
and ready to read I'm not gonna read it
just yet but just get it ready because
we will be reading it here soon um let's
see so I wanted to read a couple of
messages and they're just random ones so
nothing you know there's not one given
message that's more than another one
that's better that's being right out
loud it's just I randomly choose a
message and read it
so first one is from Tanya and it says
poor Maya those are no fun at all my
parents used to use the green rubbing
alcohol on our legs and it worked I even
used it on my children as they were
growing up maybe we need maybe hold on a
minute
hold on maybe he needs to see a doctor
to make sure his potassium and
everything is where they need to be s4
is so stinking cute I am guessing that
she loves panties laugh out loud
don't let the ten pounds get to you
you'll figure it out what's going on and
fix it in no time anyway Sydney loves
and hugs your way thank you so much
Tania and yes I have doctor's
appointments on board for me and
Jeremiah so they're gonna do labs thank
you thank you thank you and I'm gonna
have to look into that green alcohol
I've never seen that can you just pick
it up anywhere cuz I've never heard of
green alcohol but I will definitely
check it out um
Jacqueline hi Amy wanted to say I love
you I love your channel and these haters
and gossipers must stop anywho I am
wondering if you're not feeling eating
enough reason being when you are on
Weight Watchers I could cry because I
was eating under points and gaining and
the leader stressed if you don't eat
enough your body puts on more weight she
just said eat your points never less I
sometimes hear on your channel it is
5:30 6:00 p.m. and you haven't eaten I
know you are a super super busy with the
kids business but I am wondering if it's
a combo of fluid and not eating enough
love yet Jacqueline um you know I go
straight into mom mode and I I forget to
feed myself because I'm feeding my
babies um so think pointing that out I
truly appreciate it because it honestly
makes a lot of sense
honestly um let's see I'm going to
totally totally hands-down butcher this
name but I promise I'm gonna get the
last part pessimistic pinguin I hope I
said that right says being a nurse
sounds like pet chia vijaya red or
purple blemishes on the skin usually
surface vessels did you have any trauma
to the lake have you been eating enough
and sleeping Oh have you been getting
enough sleep sorry um I get that
occasionally when I don't sleep enough
sleeping upright doesn't count
so with all of those questions it is no
to the trauma as far as I can say that I
don't think there's been any trauma I
will say that the Bulge has gotten a
little bit bigger which makes it itch a
little bit and I don't know if that's
from the skin stretching some so yeah I
don't other than like the bulgy thingy
growing is been like the only thing that
I could say would be like not trauma but
then it's changed getting enough sleep
honestly because we've had this whole
hour in this our to our day it has
messed us up yes maybe yes it has messed
my sleeping up so bad that I am so tired
like I could sit here right now and just
pass out it really messes with my body
this just this our thing is just totally
messes me up and the sleeping upright
doesn't count I sleep in a recliner and
I sleep in a recliner every night due to
my sleep apnea um but uh anyways yeah
and then along with that same message
she writes another message it said Amy
as soon as you left loss loss life she
called you nosy just letting you know
Jodi says who is lost person what's
their channel name Penguin says log gara
gara gara I don't know how to say her
name um thank you so much for letting me
know that you know I think it's sad that
there are people out there that really
think that they need to talk behind
people like that I really went on her
channel to say hello and to show
kindness you know and it's sad that
there's people out there that are just
not very nice you know I definitely
wasn't on her channel to be nosy I don't
know anybody on the channel other than I
seen one of my subs on there but other
than that that's the only person that I
had seen on there and I had went to her
channel just from her being linked to
other people's channels so that's how I
found her
I definitely wasn't on there being nosy
because there was nothing to be nosy
about but you know what it's all cool I
it doesn't hurt my feelings this just
shows that there are people out there
that you know it's whatever and it's sad
that you know people like that
unfortunately a lot of times their
channels don't last because they show
their true colors to people and they
don't you know they don't want to be a
part of it so thank you for letting me
know I really appreciate that it makes
me know not to go back to her channel
because I definitely don't want to be
considered nosy okay let's see um Emily
Jackson new sub here from foodie
beauty's channel loved this video so
real and honest thank you so much Emily
and welcome thank you thank you thank
you for hitting that subscribe button it
truly means a lot to me and I am so
happy to have you here and I hope my
channel is everything that you are
looking for and thank you so much foodie
for you know saying kind words about my
channel
I just adore and love you and you know I
thank you for always talking so positive
about my channel and encouraging people
to come on over and check my channel out
I truly appreciate it you're awesome and
last night's live was hilarious I you
were killing me with with the words you
were saying I was just like oh I gotta
add that into my category oh I gotta add
that to my vocabulary but thank you so
much babe
I appreciate you sending over your loved
ones I appreciate it nurse Rachel
congratulations on your sub count thank
you so much sweetie thumb bursts have
you been less physically active due to
your work schedule maybe that's it
sunburst honestly hands down I have to
agree with you I think that over the
past few weeks I have become more
stationary than I have been moving and
that very well could play a huge who why
my body is the way its acting right now
but that's what I was telling only last
night was that I'm gonna
bump up the water intake and start doing
a little bit more moving even if it's
you know sit down exercises for right
now because of my knee however I have to
do it just start getting some moving
going on because yeah definitely
definitely it needs to be um oh how
funny foodie Beauty holy poopoo nailed
it in so many ways
I see that a lot in my comments people
compared us all to one another hugs and
kisses thank you so much sweetie and
honestly it's true and this the cool
thing is is that we do have a lot in
common because we're human yeah you know
I think all humans have one thing in
common is we're all human we all have
blood flowing through us but our
journeys are definitely all different
you know we all take it in so many
different ways and we're all on
different categories of our journey and
that's what makes us all individuals and
I wish that people would embrace our
individuality and respect all of our you
know our journeys as our own individual
beans rather than putting us all
together and saying that we all have to
be each other because we're not and we
never will be but we're we can all be
amazing friends and we can all encourage
each other and that's what we all should
be doing for each other not turn you
know each other down and making one feel
like they've got to compete against the
other because there's never a
competition you know so thank you so
much love for being here and supporting
me and encouraging me and just as I am
to you I am that way to everybody and I
know you are as well so thank you honey
and let's see one more message Erica so
I had a gastric bypass and after I lost
weight my best friend started to make
negative comments on obese people in my
presence she would never do that when I
was obese I'm still fat and addicted to
food so I sat her down and explained
what food addiction is like and binging
and gave her some insight into what it's
like mentally and how emotionally to be
fat in an overeater and tell yourself
every day tomorrow you'll do better and
then you don't she had no idea she felt
horrible and will not say anything
negative now people who haven't been
it'd have no idea what it's like they
can't relate and it would be exhausting
to try and explain it to everyone but I
think you said it really well nobody's
journey is the same I am trying to lose
50 pounds which might sound like not
much to someone who is 600 pounds but
it's a damn struggle someone trying to
lose 300 is going through their own
struggle even though they say it's
easier to lose weight when you're
heavier not necessarily it's a friend if
a friend would tell me when I was obese
that they are giving they were having a
really hard time losing 15 pounds I'd
laugh at them but I get it now I've been
on both sides and everyone's journey is
important and different and just as
valid as the next person everyone is
fighting for their own battles Erika you
just hit it right on the bell I mean
honestly you just hit it straight down
head-on that's exactly the exact message
that I've been trying to put across and
you just set it all in a nutshell and
thank you for that because it's so true
sometimes I will be the one that is I I
personally can find myself at times
being that person when I hear someone
say oh my gosh I've got you know 25
pounds and I'll be up my you know I'll
be at my goal weight and I'm just like
25 pounds like if I could just go only
have to lose 25 pounds
you know and then it's like but I think
about it where I'm at and it's like I've
got how many pounds I've got to lose but
I I won't allow myself to think that far
ahead because I will discourage myself
so bad that I will scare myself out of
it but um yeah definitely 100% I I get
it with what you're saying I agree with
you and I think that it would be too
exhausting to share that with everybody
but I think if we all continue to
promote this message I think eventually
it could reach more people and it might
help in the the whole atmosphere of the
world because there's so many people
that are one-sided and they don't
understand and they never will
understand but
maybe we continue to share our message
maybe it will help to understand
somewhat of something anyways let's get
our books out and read our daily reading
we are on February 8th choosie me does
not mean choosing you let me restart at
that choosing me doesn't mean not
choosing you it means that I will not be
everything to you and nothing to myself
let's read that one more time choosing
me doesn't mean not choosing you it
means that I will not be everything to
you and nothing to myself so if you take
that in in an aspect of like a cupcake
and you frost your friends cupcake and
you make it just the beautifulest
cupcake but you come to your own cupcake
and you're so burned out for making your
friend's cupcake look so beautiful that
you're just stuck with a brown looking
chocolate cake with nothing on it no
frosting no nothing and it's so plain
because you exhausted yourself so much
into that other cupcake that by the time
you came to this company you're just
burnt and that is the same thing as in a
relationship or just taking care of
yourself personally if you give your all
to somebody or something else you're not
gonna have enough in yourself to take
care of yourself so for me I'm not gonna
give my all to somebody and not have
enough for myself I have to also take
care of me I have to frost my own
cupcake as well so babe maybe both of
our cupcakes aren't gonna look as
beautiful but at least both of our
cupcakes will be taken care of and they
both will have frosting and they will
have some decoration but they might not
be as statically beautiful because well
I have to make sure that I have frosting
on my cake too and not just on my
friend's cake I know that was an odd use
of a word because here you know oh well
anyways you guys get my drift
anyways alright you guys I am going to
close here sorry today was kind of a
weird day but yeah you know we get those
days sometimes but today I'm actually
getting ready I'm in a
drink some tea and then we're going to
head off to Walmart we've got to buy
some undies for Omar and I've got to run
and stop by Dollar Tree and I've got to
stop by the post office we got lots and
lots and lots of things to do today but
it's gonna be a nice day it is a
beautiful out so I cannot wait to hit
the car with the fam you guys I hope are
having a wonderful start to your guys
this week I love you all thank you again
for all the new subscribers I cannot say
thank you enough thank you thank you
thank you for all my subs that have been
here from day one and have been joining
ever since I appreciate every one of you
guys you're all amazing and I couldn't
be happier to have each and every one of
you guys here with me so I will check in
with you guys here shortly and let you
know how my day is going bye
